Hello Lauris,

That's your root tip. The root tip is the point on a plant's root that is growing. It's changing. As it grows and changes, it can bring more life into the plant. But the root tip has to drill through muck and dirt as it grows.

When you say you're terrified, that's because you're facing issues. You explore those conflicting beliefs and as you do so, you're growing.

Here's another analogy. To grow and become all you can become while on the Earth plane, you have to close doors to where you've been and open doors that will lead you to where you'll be. But when you close a door, you're left in the hallway, not knowing which of the doors there to open. That's been called "hell in the hallway." There is no "hell," but there's a lot of worry and scare there. We don't know what's ahead. We know we can't go back to where we were because we've grown beyond that. But the path ahead isn't clear, so that's scary.

Be patient, keep asking questions, and keep listening to answers. Foremost, know that you're growing toward more bliss and maturity. The changes in beliefs always lead you forward positively. That's built into the universe. You're facing mortality and are now balancing all the issues. You haven't opened the door that has the answers yet, but you will. You will. That's a guarantee. The Source, the Higher Power, has built the universe for you. You have a personal relationship, as though you were the only person in the universe. Everything that happens will eventually result in good for you, although as it's happening, it may be scary.

Know that you're not alone. You're bolstered and guided by hundreds of individuals on the other side dedicated to seeing you blissful and wise. They're working with you all the time. Be confident in that and face the scare. Be patient.

Love and peace, Craig